BIOGRAPHY Ustad JEFRY, FORMER AND CURRENT addicts who turn Ustad BE FAMOUS
This handsome cleric preaching prompted selling. Jeffry Al Buchori life journey was severe. Turbulence and sharp turns. Process tremendous struggle he experienced until he finds a quiet life and reassuring. Consider the story that is very attractive starting this number.
Actually I do not want to tell you a lot about my past. Understandably, my past is very dark. However, after I thought, who knows my life's journey can be a lesson for others. Okay, I'm willing to share my experience with your readers. Insha Allah, no point.
I was born with the name Jeffry Al Buchori capital on 12 April 1973 in Jakarta. When I was born, my family had been settled in Jakarta. I was born as a middle child, I mean the 3rd child of five siblings. Three male biological brother, and the youngest is a girl. Like the brothers, the five of us pretty close relationship. Just to fight, anyway, it's natural. Moreover, the age range we are not far apart.
Apih (Jefri call to his father, Ed.), M. Ismail Capital, is a burly man native Ambon, while Umi, so I used to call my mother, Tatu original Mulyana Banten. Apih educate five of us very hard. But, if not, I will not feel the benefit as it is now. If we were to forget to pray or chant, oh, do not ask to be given Apih punishment. In terms of religion, Apih and Umi is strictly to educate us.
However, Umi is actually a mother who is very patient and gentle in dealing with their children. Apih any person who has always been an objective. He will defend his family desperately when his family is true. Instead, he did not hesitate to blame us if indeed done wrong.
Being in a family environment made me love the religiously devout religious instruction. When the 5 th grade, I've come to the provincial championship MTQ. In addition to religion, which is also my favorite lesson is art. For some reason, I love performing in front of crowds. Oh yes, after the increase of the classroom, from grade 3 I immediately jumped to the 5th grade. Be I class with the second sister.
Split personality
Graduating from elementary school, Apih put me and my two sisters to a modern boarding school in Balaraja, Tangerang. He wanted us to explore the religious instruction. Apparently not all wishes intercepted, all this because of mischief.
People say, the middle child is usually a bit naughty. I do not know the expression is true or not. Clearly it applies to me. As a middle child, I often make parents upset. At the school, I often acting.
Kenalakanku one, at other times praying, I was quietly sleeping. Another mischief, escape from boarding school to play or watch in cinema are common. As punishment, my head often Dibotaki. But, still I'm not a deterrent.
It seems like I have a split personality, yes. On the one hand I'm bad, on the other hand the desire to recite the holy verses so strong. There any religious activity, I was always involved. Together with my two sisters, I also had to make unscripted drama titled Way Back to God's competed in the pesantren. Our work turns out it was rated as a best drama schools.
In fact, I also won the race azan, race MTQ, and qasida. However, for some reason, I also never behind in delinquency. Staying in a boarding school environment, my bad behavior instead of diminishing, increasingly become. Peak, I'm tired of going to school in boarding school.
Finally, only four years old I was in boarding school. Two years before completing the lesson, I'm out. Then, put me Apih aliyah school (high school, Ed.). Apparently out of the schools did not make me feel better. I was a teenager who started it is getting naughty.
NIGHT WORLD KNOW
Indeed, hell, there is every religious event I never miss. However, I also always wanted when there are friends to invite to the school cafeteria. Not to snack, but do drugs! I also often vague and left without a clear purpose. Yeah, I'm like a bird from the cage off, fly uncontrollably.
The high school was bleak for me. Future that never complete. That is, I have no peers. Why? Yes, despite my age is still 15 years old, I was hanging out with a 20 year old boy. Courtship was with the older. In this school I only lasted a year. Moved to another high school, my daily is not much different. Even more severe.
From the introduction to a few friends, I know a new adventure. Age 16 years, I began to know the world of the night. I go to school only during the exam. For me, the important pass. I'd rather go to a disco to dance. Frankly, I was interested in dance at the disco. Each to there, secretly I always study the movement of people dancing. Then kutirukan.
I was a dancer, venturing from disco to disco one another, immersed in the world of night. When there are dance competitions, I try to participate. My effort was not in vain. Several times I managed to bring home the trophy as the best dancer. In addition, I also managed to be a dancer in Dufan in 1990, though only for a year. Until now there are so many of my friends are dancers there.
I also had been a photo model, and even join a fashion show in the discotheque. Maybe at that time I felt very cute, yes. But I think, these activities are still positive, although sometimes I like to drink. With all kebengalanku, 1990 I managed to graduate from high school.
MAIN Soap
I think I had the most terrible time after high school. The story is one of a dancer friend, introduced me to Aditya Gumai who was active in the acting world. Aditya I know the world of acting. At that time, we still dance training at the Taman Ismail Marzuki. At practice moved to the Youth Building at Senayan, I start playing soap operas. At first I just watched the players who were filming, while secretly learning.
I like to steal knowledge. Time to sleep in my dorm one near Jakarta Art Institute campus, I often stole the science as well as from the students. If they're college or practice, I often watched them.
Well, when the players were training soap opera, sometimes I replace one of them. Turns out I laughed. Because basically I love baseball people treated like that, I'd be encouraged. I practice acting more vigorous self-taught. Finally, when the senior has not been able to turn around, I've got a role. I asked Aditya playing soap operas. Casted time, I managed to get a role.
In 1990, I was playing soap operas Lightning Warrior. At that time, the soap opera is still underestimated by the movie star. However, Apih furiously against me. Why? Apparently Apih know exactly what kind of environment the film world. Previously, he also never played action films, among others, and the Flying Tiger Punch Chain. I beliaulah down the blood of art.
Opposed Apih not make footsteps receded. Maybe the way that I had to be like this. None of the restrictions that popped into my brain Apih kujadikan material for thought. Advice Apih no longer listen. Offer to play soap operas which made me more confident coming in, this is what I'm looking for. I do not want the desires of the parents because they feel myself completely. Eventually the conflict between me and my parents broke.
As perlawananku form in older people, I never went home. Moving bed at a friend's house. Kupanjangkan hair too. I felt I had no parents. In fact, it never crossed my mind that one day they will return to the bosom. I think only the sheer pleasure and my ego.
At the same time, the role of my career in the art world kept going. I increasingly get the excitement. After that, I got a role in the soap opera drama that also stars Broken Wings Dien Novita, Queen Tria, and the late WD Mochtar.
I increasingly feel my choice was not wrong after crowned as Best Male Actor in a Soap Opera Youth week 1991 held TVRI. I'm proud not to play, because it was won from the parents. Vanity intensified. I increasingly feel is the best for me, rather than my parents' choice.
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"IN Kabah, I ask forgiveness GOD"
Offer to play soap operas came over to Jeff. Along with that, it gets lost in his world of darkness.
Since known soap operas, the more I liked the acting world. I do not care if Apih against me. However, lately I understand, behind etidaksetujuannya, in fact people keep a sense of pride. Parents stories, they're bringing the group to the Holy Land pilgrimage when I play Broken Wings soap opera aired.
Apparently, they watch sinetronku. Comment them proud of me. They admit, I found that I could excel. After that, I got many offers to play, among others, clear soap opera Love, Opera Three Ages, and longing. In addition to getting my name sticking out, the provision also continues to flow.
However, I'd be beside himself. Fame is not important to me. The important thing is to enjoy life. World continues kugeluti night. If to the discotheque, I did not forget to consume drugs. In fact, for the affairs of this one, I can say greedy. Normally, I take the first pill. I guess if you have not been "on", I drank another one. And so on.
Finally, I was very drunk. My vision became blurred. Want to see the watch in hand, I had to put it to my face, shaking his head and glaring eyes in order to see more clearly. Seriously, ya? That kebandelanku continues.
KIAN SEVERE ADDICTION
One day in 1992, Apih died of illness. I regret not playing because there has always ignored the advice Apih. Ahead of his departure, I was standing at his bedside in the hospital crying. Look at me like that, Apih say, men should not cry. Abstinence man tears. Imagine, even in his last moments were Apih still show a loving attitude to me that this ungodly.
That afternoon I was asked to go home and he gave me a fare. I complied. As soon as I get home, God took it. I had severe shock. When Apih buried, I went down to the grave and hugged his body. I do not want to move even though the tomb would be closed. I do not want to take his departure. I regret what I did. During Apih still alive, I do not ever want to listen to his words.
Since then, Umi raise the five of us. My life goes on. Not a good direction, but I went back in time as it used to. Previously remorse at being so haunted Apih, seemed to vanish. Kebandelanku even intensified after the death Apih. Arrogance is also bigger than before because they feel accomplished and have a lot of money. Nobody's hear it anymore advice.
When my friend advised, I snickered. Who is she that I have listened to his words? Greeting parents just do not kugubris. I'm drowning in my own world and become drug addicts. At that time, I was grounded because there is a problem at home. Whereas, in fact any reason, including broken home or a friend, is no excuse. Themselves alone the reason, because after all, we are the one who determines all that happens to us.
So, no need to carry around other people or circumstances. However, this kind of consciousness which may appear to me that the time was very arrogant? I'm getting away from God. In fact, there is a mosque next to my house. When the fasting in Ramadan was, I still perform immoral acts. Then, when Eid arrives and people bertakbir busy, I'm busy looking for loopholes instead of time and a place where I could commit adultery.
All religious knowledge and skills I had learned to read the Quran as missing. Lost my senses like. My addiction to drugs is also getting worse, even to experienced overdose and I almost died. Crime continues to do for the sake of moral evil.
NAME crossed
I need not tell the details about the crime that I did. Clearly, one day I was suffering with fear after doing a deed. I'm really scared! I'm so easy to be suspicious of anyone. I always prejudice on anything. Arrogance on the money and disappeared achievements replaced fear. I do every day is silent in the room, always thinking that everyone who comes will kill me. I was busy peering under the door, who knows there are people coming to kill me.
My ears are so very sensitive. I often thought he heard someone walking on the roof of the house wanted to kill me. I agonized for days, weeks, even months. People say I'm crazy.
At the same time, addiction to drugs included in the black list me the soap opera world. My name is crossed out. Nobody else would hire me as a player. In addition, the girls who was nearby was also away. I always include a playboy.
At the time I was alone, no Umi, which is already very often kusakiti his heart. Umi still loved me with great love. As bad as any person commented about me, Umi still good careful and patient. Her tears never dry to pray for their children, especially me to turn into better.
Umi sincere prayer God granted. It is remarkable, God shows His goodness to me. God gave me the opportunity to repent. This awareness emerged through a process that is so mencekamku.
Invited UMI UMRAH
Really, I felt very frightened when one day his own dream of seeing my corpse in a shroud. Between conscious and no, I was struck while asking myself. Is it true that my corpse? I was also tortured. That is, every bed I always dreamed of a scary incident. In bed, I got just suffering. I'm so scared to sleep. I fear those dreams come again.
I'm also afraid of death. And once I had a death-defying. Asks death came because I could no longer hold on when there is a problem with a girl. Actually trivial, right? But the problem itself kuberat-emphasis. The fear of death is what finally made me realize that there is not left in a state like this, that is, God.
I thought back to him and regret all of my actions during this time. Slowly, my situation improved. Consciousness came back. I met Umi, knees to apologize for all the sins that I did. Umi was remarkable. Whatever was disappoint such a way, he still love and forgive. Umi then asked me berumrah.
With my condition remains unstable and fragile, we set out for the Holy Land. This time I intend to recover and return to the path of Allah. There, I experienced some of the events that made me aware of my sins before. After Friday prayers in Medina, Umi took me to Raudhoh. I do not know what it is Raudhoh, but I followed it. Umi continue to ask forgiveness to God.
I got out, walked to the tomb of the Prophet Muhammad. I bersalawat. Once out of the door of the mosque, it feels like there is a pull. I tried mightily to walk, but could not. It feels very large force. I then leaned on the wall. The tears that had never been out, now flowing. I repent of my sins, and promised not to do it all again.
Like a movie is playing, all I ever did sin clearly imagined in my eyelid turns, ranging from small to large. Suddenly out of my mouth to God's forgiveness query sentence. In Mecca, the Kaaba before, I pressed the agency on the walls.
I leaned back, lifted hands for mercy, because I did too many sins. Suppose after returning from the Holy Land to sin again, I ask God to just pull out my life. However, if have benefits for others, I'm cured. I'm the first cavalier, now helpless. After returning to worship, I'm improving. I'm trying to survive in conditions that repentance, but it is difficult outstanding.
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PLANT LIFE SO BEAUTIFUL FAIRY
After repeated ups and downs, finally Jeffry back close to religion. Affectionate lover who eventually became his wife helped to plant his spirits. Ust struggle became quite severe until finally he finished a successful speaker. After umrah, I'm trying to live straight. However, again I was tempted. One night, me and my friends are planning to watch jazz in Ancol. I warned them not to take drugs, because
we have agreed to stop using. Apparently, one of my friends still bring smoking a joint. Apesnya, we raided the police in front of Hailai.
My other friends fled. Stay with me, my friend who brought smoking a joint, and one other friend. I find it hard blurred because the car we used was my car. Eventually the three of us were taken to the police station and detained. I removed because it was shown to carry. Umi phone I tried to explain this problem, but Umi will not take my calls.
The recipient phone even asked Umi to say, he was a son named Jeffrey. My heart is torn. Poignant it was recognized as a child by Umi. I confess, Umi must have been so painful heart. Imagine, I had previously been admitted to repent, even back the wrong way. Although I swear to God do not do drugs anymore, Umi no longer trust. That was the peak of anger Umi Really thankful, God is still pleased to help me. Came a beautiful girl in my life. He would accept me. Previously, many girls leave me alone so that I feel in love. Irawati Pipik girl named Dian's a cover of a teen magazine models 1995, from Semarang.
Cool when dating
(The following is a narrative Pipik: The first time I saw it was eating fried rice in Menteng circa 1996-1997. Longish hair. Then, I'm with Gugun Gondrong. My knowledge, Jeffry was a sitcom actress Longing, because I followed the story. I want to get acquainted with him, but Gugun forbid.
Not him, iftar time at home Pontjo Sutowo, I see him again. Her hair was cut short. I'm desperate to get acquainted. We started to close and call each other. I do not know when we were officially a couple, because baseball had "invented". He also never expressed love. Courtship time, she ignored him half dead.
Initially, his spirit may be as well. First we went out together, he came to the house in Kebun Orange, in the pouring rain from his home in Mangga Dua. Jeffry taxi ride in jeans and boots. He is just take the money of Rp 50 thousand, taking me at Mal Taman Anggrek. In the cinema, we like to watch on their own. He was silent during the movie.
Since then, we used to walk together, because our hobby is watching and eating. Getting close to him, the more I found out that he was a heavyweight drug users. My friends started to ask, why do I want to date him. I myself do not know exactly why. Perhaps compassion is already appearing in the heart that makes me want to survive. Touched my heart and did not want to leave him alone.
Of course nobody knew my family, because it is intentionally conceal. Maybe they just know now, after reading the story of her life in a variety of media. Meanwhile, I was busy touring out of town as a model, so we often do not see. Eventually we broke up. Time finally meet again, it turns out she has a boyfriend anymore. Because it is still dear, I often bring gifts and pay attention. After breaking up with her boyfriend Jeff, we get back together.)
Selling CAKE
Pipik very meaningful for me. He understands, caring and attentive to me. In fact, I was almost married someone else. It turns out God loves me. God showed, almost married a woman who was not for me. Pipik like an angel who came with great love. He gives confidence, to marry him would bring big changes in my life.
I went to Umi and ask permission to marry. Fabulous, Umi still accept me with all his affection. Sobbing, Umi let married. I myself am somewhat desperate. Therefore, I did not have anything. Body was emaciated, the eyes crinkle, and paranoid illness I suffered never healed. In fact, I do not even have a job.
To avoid immoral, under the hand we were married in 1999. My friends are now dead due to overdose, had attended the wedding. After that, we stayed at the Umi. About 4-5 months after that, we were legally married in Semarang.
But apparently not enough to stop the marriage kebandelanku. My wife also felt the sap. I never used drugs in front of him, and used the money to buy illicit goods.
Another difficulty, I and Pipik equally idle. We've tried to trade pie. Our evenings frying nuts, the contents of the next morning baking beans and milk. Then we dropped off to the bakery.
But maybe our luck is not there. The cake we made only sold a few pieces. In one day we just took home Rp 200-300. Finally we stopped selling cakes. We live out our lives with full of struggle as well as patience.
BOTH eat a plate
(Loyalty Pipik so extraordinary. Consider the following penuturannya. Feeling strong affection made steady marry him. I do not care anymore though he addicts, even experienced overdose and almost mad with paranoia. I experienced many extraordinary things with it . If you can not wait, maybe I'm not with him anymore.
First married, we lived in the house Umi. Although roughing, she who pay for our lives. Me and Jeff are both often eat a plate, because it's really nothing that can be eaten. It's hard to be a wife of a husband unemployed, especially after marriage I was no longer working.
But I'm sure God would not give ordeal on his people beyond his ability. I'm sure there must be something that will be given by God to me. Luckily, Umi is very dear to me.
I myself do not deterrent advise him to change lives. We both learn from each other to receive the advantages and disadvantages of each other. Slowly, his life began to change for the better, especially after I got pregnant. Perhaps he himself was tired of life as it is.)
LIFE IN THE WAY GOD
Slowly, I got back closer to religion. The big change happened in my life in 2000. At that time, Fathul Hayat, my second sister is half a year ago died of brain cancer, asked me to replace him gave Friday sermons in Mangga Dua. At the same time, he was asked to become a high priest in Singapore.
Fathul indeed a preacher. As long as he's in Singapore, all scheduled lectures given me. First lecture, I got a fee of Rp 35 thousand. Money in the envelope that I leave to Pipik. I told him, this is the first halal money I can give him. We hugged each other while bertangisan.
Furthermore, my brother asked me to start to become preachers. This is a way of life which is then chosen. How beautiful life in the way of Allah. I began speaking and invited to the seminar drugs in various places. However, the struggle is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. Not all people want to listen to my lecture because I was a former drug user. But I tried to be patient.
Alhamdulillah, the longer the lecture more acceptable and more people. Even now, I was invited to lecture much everywhere, including outside the city and TV stations. I'm grateful to be accepted by all circles. I also want to preach to anyone. I want to have a panel of the congregation taklim transvestites. They, not you, also have the right to get propaganda.
Our happiness grew when in 2000, the birth of our first child, Adiba Kanza Az-Zahra. Two years later, a second son Mohammad Abidzan Algifari also present in our midst. They, also my wife, was the inspiration and strength dakwahku. Our life feels more complete.
Until now, I still continue to proceed trying to become a better person. Hopefully, this story could be considered good for life. My message, love of God and parents, as well as choose a good friend.
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